Frustration is building up
Every word said
every cats meow
every telephone ring
everyone and everything seems to be ganging up on me
even though they arent
Everyone is yelling at me
and i cant handle it
The phone wont stop ringing
but its not for me
Everyone keeps making plans
and i'm not invited

The world seems to hate me
the sun is blinding me
My body aches from head to toe
I'm too frustrated to cry
I'm too weak to walk

All i want is someone
to hold me
and tell me its all going to be alright
and never let go
and just know when to look me in the eye
and wipe my tears away
and make me smirk to make sure i'm ok
and know that
i dont cry for attention
and i never ask for pity
all i wanted and needed
was a hug
that was never asked for.